Resurrection

2013 – terrific and terrible.

The year I lost one of my best friends.

The year I started writing again.

The year I left a small town behind.

The year I went back to Thailand.

The year I started my PhD.

The year my grandma stopped to breathe.

2014 – a mystery.

Blank pages in the journal of me.

So many dreams yearning to be set free.

The painter, the poet.

I am so afraid to show it.

The dancer, the healer.

The undefined over-feeler.

Will I find a direction

or will a direction find me?

Blank pages in the journal of me.

Waiting to be filled with what I crave to see.

New friends and lovers.

Oceans to discover.

Disasters and broken dreams.

Silent cries and the loudest screams.

2014 – a mystery.

I can’t wait until it fills up

the empty me.